am I even your,

Friend?

heyhey! hahaha. school's starting tomorrow. yay? friends are gona talk about how boring is holidays, i think. LOL. Ashley Nh Kheng Lei! why dont you update something? is kindna dead without your updates you know? imissyou. (:

tomorrow i finally get to see you again. is it a good sign? i dont know what to do ; i dont know how to face you. you make me in love with you deeper and deeper even if is just a smile or saying Hi. what is wrong with me? i cant just go in front of you and say : "Hey, i love you." or "do you like anyone? do you like me? ". that's sound way WAY wrong.

some tell me that they think you like me too cause of some action. ike you look at me every time (where i dont think so, cause i dint notice that), smile at me and say HI (i dont think that's the reason also cause you can just say HI to anyone, right? dose not have to say it to your loves one only). so yeah. im confussed everytime i ask myself the same question: " does he likes me too? or may I just making myself a fool? "

if you do, why cant you make the first move? if you dont, [...] nevermine. i've not see you for 2 weeks. are you missing me like i am? is loving you so hard? the only thing i can do is wait or ..





let it go.