im so sorry i dint update this blog. i dint even update my OWN blog. things in school for ashley is getting worse i guess, due to the wall to wall with she and florence. for me, everything is normal. friendship a bit drama here and there. but then, after a while, everything is settle. so yeah. hmm.. how's life peeps? seriously, enjoy it when you can. life is complicated!

Save me before I pled on for more ;

Hey there. I know it has been a long time since this blog is updated and I updating it. I'm sorry. But now I'm here to update it as much as i can. (:

The story of our lives now are not that simple and not that complicated. I guess i can say, it's normal?

Okay so what is there to blog?

Sien wei-taken
Ashley- taken.

what is there to blog? Sien wei, you and I both have the same thing. haha. Your ahem is in another school. so as mine.. hahaa.

I have nothing to blog laah. haiyoo.

Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious

BLAH, BLAH, BLAH.

I miss you!!

I HATE YOU, bitch.

literaly, missing you baixiao. ashley.. i want time to fly back to 2008 or maybe 2009? can one day become 2008 again? can everyone just go back to baixiao and step on those table, becoming the monitor, go to teacher's table and kacau those teachers, wearing our school uniform with baixiao logo on it, running around the whole school chasing the person then just pulled our hair (is always a guy tho), having a shoulder next to you whenever you need it and times where we laugh like nobody's buisness, not scared of any discipline teacher anymore again? times where when you have friendship problem there's always at least a friend around you ; when you have love problem everyone single one of your close friends will be right next to you. can we still have that in secondary now? whenever we have problems, no matter what kinda problem. we end up going back to each other cause baixiao will always be there. AshleyNgKhengLei, SeeSienWei, FlorenceChiengSzeMei, CarinGanYeZhuan, NicoleLimKahYi, ChongQiaoLi, ChongWeyJean (she im not so sure, oh well!), AuZhengYang, NgSheaZheng, SiahBenJing, LeeYewFei..

now in secondary when i cant reach you guys, im glad i have you baboon. you lighted up my day, always. ily <3

well, ofcourse baixiao iloveyou, too. (:

nothing's gona change my love for you?
now i get it why some girls like to stick with her boyfriends's friend then her own friends. :/

It feels different now ;

Dear Sien Wei,
I know how it feels like. It's okay. Everything will be alright. On the bright side you have your friends. They'll keep your mind off that situation for a while. He's not that far away. If you look at it, he's still in Malaysia. I hope things would be alright for you.

Love, Ashley (:



Dear Blog,
It's been ages since i last felt like this. Is it cause I'm actually in love? Like taking it seriously after that harsh break up i had back last year. No, it's not with that jerk from my school. I don't wanna mention no name here.. Sorry.. At the moment, I'm with someone, but something feels weird, different. I'm shy, and shy and shy whenever it comes to him. We talk so much through msn and phone but not when it comes to school. Why? On the other hand, I have this feeling, whenever i see him with her. It's not a jealousy type of feeling. One of my friend realized what was the issue. She knows how it feels like... But does he? I don't wanna mess everything up by telling him cause i know i will. Honestly, i don't know how to tell you.. I don't wanna hurt you at the same time. It's your first and i know how it feels like to lose something. I read his letter that he gave me the other day. It was kinda sad and sweet. I almost cried.. Yes, i did cry eventually. My heart was crying. I wasn't tearing, as i don't wanna worry my friend. Things are different. My feelings might be different too.Oh dam this thing. Everything is messed up and screwed it. so Bloggie, what should i do?

Love, Ashley(:

Oh yeah, so this is the story of my love life. It's complicated & it hurts.

Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious

you are .. far away

school's started a week already. i was wondering during the holidays how am i gona feel like studying in school without you around? normally you'll be just at the ground floor, in your class studying or sometimes you'll just suddenly pop up in front of me. now, it won happen anymore. :/

since school start you've been coming after school to see me, make me feel like you're not gone after all. but what about next week? your collage is gona start next time. you wont have time to come back EVERYDAY after school to see me. what am i gona do when i miss you? what am i gona do when i need someone to cheer me up in school?

we cant share milo ice in the same canteen sitting to each other with my friends, teasing eveyone and laugh like shit anymore. we cant be argueing in school for some little things and end up you always let me win. we cant be walking around in school together. we cant stay in class alone every wednesday and fridays anymore. we cant wait for each other after school .. everyday.

what am i gona do everytime i walk pass your class?
everything comes into my mind.