I don't want to fall back into the past ;

If i give you a simple smile,
will your heart skip a beat?
If i give you a bouquet of flowers,
will you accept me?
If i give you my heart,
would you take good care of it?

It's been a while since i've blogged this blog. I can see Sien Wei is having issues, yet i dont understand something. As for my life, recently, Dk and I were chatting and he told me he missed me. and also mention that he still likes me. and we got into a fight after that and it was late and i don't want to reply and the next day, a guy from my school which knows Dk, came asking me to talk to Dk. and mention about him crying over me?! and that guy started telling everyone. and now everyone is bugging me about this. so, Sien Wei, i've updated you. and I've updated the blog.
Oh yeah, one more thing, we got into a bigger argument today. and he didn't wanna talk to me again.

So, i guess everything is fine?! i guess that is fine?!

On the other hand, I've told Yf about this situation, and he helped me out, he manage to cheer me up. That day, when we were chatting, it was our very first long chat ever since we broken up. It was nice, it was fun, it was sad, it was weird.. but .. i really enjoyed every single second of that long conversation. Maybe it's time for me to move on. I guess.. I just gotta accept the fact that this is life, reality. I'm no longer that small little girl that believe in fairy tales. that always have a prince charming and a happy ending..

and once again, Sien wei, is this fine? Yes it is.. Cause I'm used to it? NO! it's cause i have lovely friends that always cheer me up. they made random, sick long conversations. ! (:

He was my morning sun,
He was my moaning one;
He's eyes used shine brightly,
But not anymore ;

Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious