I dont want to let it go, but i have to ;

I've tried my best not to think of you,
I said i will move on,
I can't.

Give me some hints,
what do you want me to do?
You haven't reply my text,
and we seldom talk now.

Each day,
I stare at the laptop,
wondering,
when will you ever start the conversation?

I know it's stupid of me doing this
and waiting here.
I know that my heart might break,
but...
I can't do anything...

Just someone,
tell me to let this go.
Or teach me.
Cause i need it so much.

Memories of you just came to me,
and i started looking back at the stuff you gave me one again,
what can i say next?
I've started tearing
When I'm typing.

It's so so so Difficult.
I really want an answer : (

Ashley signing off

tata

xoxo
ashleylicious