I can run away but i can't hide ;

I've tried everything I could. But yet.. why am i feeling this way?! Seeing him laughing and able to talk to other people so well.. but when it comes to me. we go speechless. Oh boooy, maybe we weren't meant to be.. I can't even say hi on Msn. I'll wait. but nothing comes up. looking at your name. still, nothing appears on my screen.

I dont know how to describe this feeling of mine. yes, I love you.. but still. I mean. I can't even talk to you.. my mind jsut goes blank whenever i see you. I don't know what to do. My friends are telling me you have the same feeling too.. and as i said boy, maybe we weren't meant to be...

I've cried for days, hours, minutes, seconds.. I'm losing a best friend & I'm scared of this love game I'm in... I know not all relationship is perfect. Friends come and go. i know i know. but.. what I don't know is how to handle it. I said i do. but it's a lie.

CRYING MY SOUL OUT!

Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious