The weekends are great. the time to stay up late and wake up late.. but this feeling is killing me.. the feeling missing him.. it's just 2 days.. and i'm missing him.. imagine if he manage to get into that school..and he leaving.. my heart will be broken. =( he says his heart too..
Hey poeplee.. well, apprently, i'm updating this blog more than sien wei..well..she is enjoying with her friends.. she's lucky that she has someone to play on the weekends.. no one from my school stays near by.. except for lateef.. ewwww! i mean a girl..so i can like go over her house and she can come over sometime..but Nooooo.i have noone.. hmm.. Dash might be moving soon.. near my house.. but not sure.. hope so.. hehe (: can't wait... hmmm... want a story?? hmm let me try to think what story.. hmm..
As the wind blows, i only could hear my heart beating faster and faster.. because i'm worried the wond will take my time away..and that i can't spend much time with him.. we can't go out, we don't have any privacy in school; and all i want to do is to say i love you to him.. but still, i couldn't manage to.. because there isn't anytime for us.. i always wish that we could go out, hang around.. or maybe i'll take him to my friend's place for a party.. but i can't... because his parents are stopping him... As i kept sitting and thinking of him, a message from him saying:" hey, i've been wanting to let you know this, I love you.. i didn't know when is the right time, or when can i tell you in school.. because we don't get any privacy.. so, now.. i'mjust making sure you will still be with me and by my side.. and here i am, telling you that i love youu.." and i was screaming and staring at that message the whole time.. the very next day, in school, he wasn't there.. and i thought that the message isn't for me.. and the next day and the next day..he wasn't in school.. untill, he finally came to school. but he was avoiding me.. and i had nothing to say.. or nothing i can do.. so i just wait till i let this go.. one night, he texted me again:" hey, i'm so sorry that i've been avoiding you lately, but i got to tellyou that i want to have a break from this relationship" and i cried. asking him why.. and he didn't reply. but soon, i got over it and found the really reason.. and.. it is because of his mum..
so basically, sometimes love can't be stopped.. okay. i don't know what the hell story was that up there.. ahha! but i gotta make this blog alivee!!! so yeahh.. hahhaa.. okay (:
Ashley signing off
Tata
xoxo
ashleylicious
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