I've actually waited for you long enough ;

I've waited really long.. and i wonder how can you not see it? I don't want to break again so i've decide to let you go. Telling myself.. that you are such a jerk. just a few days ago, you said you liked me.. and then suddenly you asked her to be your gf? are you kidding me?

I thought i could get over you at first.. but i couldn't.. and when you asked me to move on, i actually couldn't. And now, you've made things much more complicated.! Now, you made me in a difficult position. WHY must you do this to me? I didn't want to move on, i didn't want to go back either. Do you actually know how i feel? Can you at least give me a chance to talk to you about this? Whenever i talk to you about this, you'll be like. don't wait for me.. next day, i like you back. what the heck! i hate you so much for doing that. i hate everything about you that's what makes me fall in love with you ! urghhh!

If you just read this blog, you will know how it feels to be me.

Ashley signing off

tata

xoxo
ashleylicious