i hate that i love you man. what the hell is this? i thought we were met for each other and now you made things worst! why you have to go to the teacher? why must you reject the teacher?! why must you be so obssess? why must you make me feel so guilty!? fine, im telling you the truth here! istillloveyou, happy?! yes, i do. but.. i dont dare to get back, you understand how it feels?!you dont!! not at all! im hurt, cause im in love with an idiot that dosent understand. and yet, i still miss you when you're not around. you're having fever and i feel so weird when you're not in class. wtf is this man! im pissed at you cause you keep on bugging, you dont understand and is space!? it dosent mean stay away from me means give me SPACE!! even if you still talk to me, im fine with it. but.. please. stop making things worst. i dont have just YOU to worry about. i have my family, my friends, my LIFE!
if you do understand me, you'll know what to do and when to ask. im afraid you dont understand. so how am i suppose to accept you again? i really dont know, i really dont want to get hurt again. ): im sorry. i guess, im not the angel you're looking for. angel keep people save and happy. but.. i dont give you happiness, i somehow made you an emo freak. god, im the worst girlfriend/ex in the world!
please, get well soon.
Ashley, you're coming to my house during the holidays! (:
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