I don't want to be the one who always say too much, I don't want to pick up the pieces when we break ;

Update time;

Hey guys, Ashley here blogging.
So i read Sien wei,
What's up? Is everything alright?
Anyway, things are always so complicated ;
You thought you love that someone, but..
it was just a friendly type of love..

I do believe that love is just so sweet and everything,
But i guess. I've been confused so many times and been breaking my heart a lot of times
that till now I've not recovered from it yet;

Life is just like that.
You gotta live with it.
You gotta deal with it.
and you gotta appreciate it.
There's it's ups and downs,
but if you look at it,
it's actually really meaningful
to all those ups and downs;

Like me, i had my ups and downs with that someone special,
and it was actually a memorable ups and downs.
It got me giggling when i thought of it.
and the next thing i would do is to tell myself that
those ups and downs were actually the most memorable time of my life. The stuff he gave me, it was seem to tell me like he will always be there. but i can't count on him. so why wait?! dammn. i should really move on like how he wishes me to;

I did tried to move on, but i've hurt someone.
It wasn't nice, and it wasnt easy to move on.
Oh wonder how did he do it?!

As i watch a drama series everyday, it almost relate to this,
I don't know why, but it did.
It was sweet, hurtful and funny;
Weird huh?
Your life seem to relate to a drama series;
Oh well..

Ashley signing off

Tata

xoxo
ashleylicious